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— Cristina Yang (via kattcampos)
5:00 pm 17 notes
its about accepting the change and adapting. ive been fine, continuing on and distancing myself. and then all that progress inevitably fails when you come back and use me as the second option. i hate this feeling that i feel this way about our friendship, but its hard to not? when youve been left alone for quite sometime, you have to think about yourself. you just trying to communicate with me all over again doesnt help and makes me feel worse after it ends. i miss you, and i cant do or say anything to ruin your happiness. but its time for me to look after myself and distance because it gets harder and harder every time to recoup and get back to where i mentally was. trust me, this is hard for me and youve got no idea..